QUOTES from prisoners about “security/welfare checks”(Dec 2015 – Sept 2016)

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Salinas Valley State Prison (SVSP) Ad-Seg 2016

The Security Checks are awful… to experience it is beyond belief.”

I myself am an Iraq War Veteran with a Disability Rating from the VA for PTSD, and this constant sound truly exacerbated my symptoms.”

[They] slam a metal rod into a metal plate on the cell door. You can hear the cop coming a mile away. Ba-Boom! Ba-Boom! And you cringe in anticipation because even though you know it’s coming, it is one of the loudest, most obnoxiously unpleasant sounds one could experience.”

Experiencing this nuisance from 6am to 10pm is equally disturbing to one’s psyche. Simply reading is difficult, because of the anticipation as you hear it coming and then when it does, the immediate rise in stress and aggravation levels.”

I often suffer from insomnia at night due to hyper-vigilance and nightmares, and so often catch naps throughout the day. In Ad-Seg this was impossible.”

Why does the plate need to be on the doors at all? To describe the sound is simple; just grab a bat or other thick object and slam it into something large and metal. BOOM!”

Occasionally, a C/O would attempt to make the metal contact quieter, but it’s metal on metal, and your cell echoes.”

The “checks” represent (either real or perceived; it doesn’t matter) a deliberate assault by staff unto the psyche and the spirits of Ad-Seg inmates that are already experiencing the lowest point of the prison experience. This assault cultivates feelings of irritation, anger, depression, and hopelessness.”

…you’re constantly tired since it’s done 24 hours. You’re never fully rested.”

SATF- Corcoran (SATF) ASU March 2016

That kind of sleep deprivation diminishes and wrecks EVERYTHING in life. EVERYTHING.”

Pelican Bay State Prison (PBSP) SHU April – Sept 2016

…sometimes it sounds like a shot of a gun that echos all around the cell and it stays in your eardrum for a few seconds… Noise goes on …thru all the building til the last pod is done”

The checks are a nightmare.”

The noise as it goes on, it’s like a carpenter is working with his hammer touching metal to metal, loud enough that it doesn’t let you concentrate- not even to read or meditate at all…”

Feeling irritated. I have a dark path in my eyes. I feel like my body is dehydrated. I can’t concentrate. I feel like I am irritated with little noise. I don’t like to listen to music or watch TV. I feel easily annoyed.”

The checks could make someone suicidal.”

I hear a BANG, they hit my face with light.”

The checks affect my ability to exercise, read, write. I will feel tired, wasted with no energy, mad, cloudy almost all the time. Physically, bones hurt me, can’t stand up too much, I get tired easy. Muscles hurt too most of the time…”

I wake up with every noise. A lot of the other guys experience the same.”

I feel like I am a cold person. I have a distanced myself from my studies, because I feel like I am losing interest due to the fact that I get mad easily, for everything. I used to be always in a good mood. Reading, listening to music, motivated. Now I feel like I am somebody else, especially right now that the officer at night time has been here.”

I do little to no exercise now. I always feel exhausted. I do not draw anymore or write how I used to in the past.”

With continuous wearing of ear plugs they have begun to bother and irritate having been placed so often inside my ears.”

This is not working unless you’re in the business of torturing inmates.”

I strongly doubt these security checks are for our benefit and well being but rather another form of torture devastating the human body and mind. It’s harming us in here, not helping us…”

My energy gets drained… Sometimes I get flashbacks and sometimes I wake up in a bad mood, plus it’s difficult to go back to sleep. The disturbance during the night can cause a hostile environment yet CDC claims to rehabilitate but has done nothing to fix these issues.”

It’s gotten to the point that I can’t perform properly in my daily activities during the day. When writing a letter, reading a book I often fall asleep, and when I exercise I get these headaches like I never felt before.”

The welfare checks are a scam. On 7/8/16, I went man down during the night because I have heart pains on/off and it took night staff 30 minutes to pull me out to get medical attention.”

I’ve gone up to 5 to 6 days without getting even 2 hours of sleep during this period. This has never happened to me before.”

I wear the ear plugs, but the noise wakes me up all the time.

I’ve gone days exhausted from being deprived of sleep. This has caused me to finally collapse from exhaustion… This is not normal…”

Basic daily functions and activities such as writing my family, reading and exercising have become difficult as I have no energy and can’t concentrate on what I’m doing, become irritated and physically/emotionally distressed, moody and temperamental.”

Ear plugs…are not effective… you can hear right thru them most of the time, they fall out while you’re laying down. They are uncomfortable and create moisture in your ear and cause infection.”

I don’t want to sit with ear plugs in all day. It’s more isolating.”

It’s hard to catch up on rest in the day… I find myself fatigued and unable to concentrate. I’m moody and my eyes burn throughout the day! I get nothing done- no exercise, no studies, but sit there with my eyes closed waiting on their next check! Nothing helps this sleep deprivation!”

They [the checks] are not helping but rather causing severe suffering to the body and mind at the same time creating a negative, moody and unhealthy environment in the SHU. It must stop!”

Security checks are nothing more than a different type of torture!”

High Desert State Prison (HDSP) Ad-Seg Dec 2015 – Jan 2016

The lack of sleep is like being in a haze. It actually made me seriously contemplate suicide to get away from the banging.”

It is all psychological and emotional and physical cruel and unusual punishment. They do know this, too.”

Checks can be heard throughout the unit.”

[The checks] interrupt REMS; sleep is possible only when exhausted. Groggy, not well rested in mornings. Maybe a few hours all night total.”

Made me angry, depressed, and seriously suicidal. They cause real hopelessness on top of Ad Seg.”

CA State Prison-Sacramento “New Folsom” (SAC) Ad-Seg June 2016

In terms of the Noise from the pipe being nailed into the cradle, words fail. Everything is metal and concrete. There is nothing to dampen the acoustics. When any noise happens in a prison block it is amplified X 10 because of design.”

I couldn’t concentrate – in reading or writing. Because I knew that they were coming. It upset my state of mind. It was a constant mental battle… it was impossible to ignore, because it was constant and steady.”

The every 30 minutes checks are useless. Because they are done in a robotic manner. Sometimes, the officer is only concerned to make sure that the metal wand records the check. And they don’t even look inside the cell. So, it is a waste or resources, time, and money.”

Their mechanism for making us cry? They literally speed-walk down the tier and slam that [thing] into our doors.”

There’s ZERO Welfare Checking. …and if you try stopping one to conduct business, they just literally keep running down the tier CRACK doors while yelling over their shoulder ‘I gotta keep movin’, the pipes on a timer.’”

Prisoners OD or commit suicide due to the loss of hope of perpetual incarceration. It CDCR really wanted to stop suicides, perhaps offering hope to the masses of some day obtaining freedom.”

New Folsom (SAC) PSU June 2016

We literally – very literally – live inside of a steel drum that gets pounded 48 times a day. It just happened now and it startled me so bad I dropped my …pen. THIS is Torture!”

Before these pipe checks started I slept 8 hours a night without interruption. And I was able to write letters without droppin’ my pen from being startled. I don’t sleep deeply anymore. I don’t dream anymore.”

I wake up 16 times a night, each time by being jarred awake… I never get fully back asleep before I’m disturbed again. In fact, I don’t even sleep anymore; I just nod off repeatedly.”

Performing mental and physical tasks is tough. Everything gets put on hold because I tell myself I’ll do it after I nap. It never happens. My Mood is hopeless.

What purpose or value can I add to my life or contribute to humanity if I’m deprived of one of life’s most quintessential elements?”

I’ve filed Complaints. Nobody Responds. Period.”

It is especially bad for Mental Health patients… I ask you to listen to the voices of us prisoners and call for the immediate cessation of these “welfare/security” checks that don’t check on anything, but which make our lives a living hell.”

Deuel Vocational Institution (DVI) Ad-Seg April and May 2016

This penetrating and irritating screech sound on every cell door shocks, tortures, and aggravates us, causing a jumping fear every 20 minutes, day and night.”

There is no way to justify this cruelty.”

I can’t even rest or recuperate because of the “shock” rude awakening siren alarms, banging and noise these cops make all day and night, totally unnecessary.”

They sound louder at night – more intense and annoying, because the alarm seems louder and noisier when all else is quiet.”

I can’t sleep, can’t concentrate, and can’t erase the noise and horrible anguish from it all.”

I feel as though I don’t get any sleep at all. My eyes hurt from being puffy, swollen, tired, and red/irritated. My body aches from tossing and turning back and forth. Nothing blocks out the loud, alarming, beeping, echoing noises and hitting sound from the metal bar. This is the longest I’ve ever been deprived of sleep.”

My mind and my eyes hurt. I have headaches. My ears ache. My body is burned out and fatigued, weak and run down, as if I’m old and worn out.”

These checks have caused me to have stomach aches, diarrhea, chest pains, and heartburn. I’ve lost weight, [23 lbs in 90 days]…from this anxiety, mental anguish, and confused state of mind.”

I wouldn’t wish this for anyone… The C.O.’s walk and hit your door, sounding a beeper …as if to torture us with annoyance and disturbance that is loud, rude, and causes my blood pressure to rise with mental fear, mental anguish, leaving me irritated and angry.

…at all hours too. These Officers keep waking us up every 20 minutes. I’m being serious. The night watch C.O. always flashes a strong light, hits my door loud… This is crazy. Been real hard on me.”

Some officers who I’ve told to not hit it [door frame] so hard laugh at me and tell me, “Don’t come to Ad Seg. You are not here to be comfortable.” They rattle their keys and yell out loudly, to let you know they are walking the tier. Some ignore you when you ask for a form or sick call slip for medical. …They still hit the metal pipe, rather than check on any specific inmate.”

I can’t think, read, write, stay focused, or concentrate at all now, because I’m tired and burnt out. I feel fatigued. I’ve made numerous complaints to medical staff – to the physician and nurses, but they fail to aid me…”

I wish I didn’t even have to describe it to you. I don’t think I will ever be the same, not after having to go through this trauma.”

It is the cruelest unusual punishment one has to go through.”

The flashing of a bright flashlight penetrates my eyes like a shock, like when you see lights of a train, and the noise sends chills through you. I wind up angry, my blood pressure and heart rate increase. This can’t be good for my heart.”

I haven’t been issued my high blood pressure medications… My head’s been pounding with all of this confusion.”

My mood is angry, irritated, shocked, annoyed, and bothered by this harassment.”

CA State Prison Corcoran (COR) SHU April – August 2016

This is one of the first worst policies CDCr has ever implemented since I [was imprisoned] in 1995..”

I have P.T.S.D. from the USMC and have to take meds to help my already messed up sleep schedule, which is between 3-4 hrs a day. But when I do get to sleep, it’s disrupted with each metal on metal contact.”

It reduces the amount of privacy inmates are allowed while in their cells (like we weren’t being scrutinized enough already); it’s totally irritating to have the c/o’s knocking on your cell doors every 30 min. whether day time or night; the c/o’s are a nuisance in the manner they do the checks and their attitudes about doing them is taken out on the inmates; it’s the worst thing I’ve experienced yet regarding the deterioration of my mental health and constantly keeps me pissed off.

During the day, they use a ‘Day tone pipe,’ which has a fairly loud “beep”. Loud enough to hear 6-10 cells down the tier with fans humming… and the normal noise of the day going on.”

My conversations with officers and other inmates are slurring. My mental spirit and physical tasks are Sluggish.”

Central CA Women’s Facility (CCWF) Condemned Units/death row July 2016

The banging has gotten really bad again! There is no regular pattern anymore. Everyone hates that position, and they take it out on us, so we can’t sleep. It’s awful. And now they don’t even take our mail! We’re lucky if we get our outgoing mail taken twice per week!”

CA Correctional Institution Tehachapi (CCI) SHU June and July 2016

The checks completely damage my ability to function and perform.”

The Welfare Checks occur every 30 minutes, 48 times a day…. They are loud and they echo. The staff is loud- keys, noise and all and very rude when you tell them; they simply say, ‘I’m doing my job.’”

I’ve been very worried for the fact that I’m an older inmate with high blood pressure. But my biggest concern was due to me getting out of bed today after not being able to sleep because of a very rude c/o staff who was louder than normal, and I’ve been feeling lightheaded throughout the day.”

This is too much and very unfair. It is complete torture, and I’m starting to feel it.”

I have been to the Doctors and explained about the rise in my blood pressure and expressed concerns to the condition of my heart, and Restless Leg Syndrome that has increased since I came to SHU. The Doctor has agreed with me that being kept awake can cause these symptoms, but there’s nothing he can do.

I have noticed all the differences in my health and my moods. I have even talked to other inmates who have started to have suicidal thoughts, or wanted to go crazy by the damage and torture this noise causes.”

This system of having metal bang on metal (CCI Tehachapi has it right in the middle of the door) in NO WAY prevents suicide or helps a suicidal person.”

The entry doors into the pods make the Bulldozer Sounds.”

[T]he checks impact everyone! Everyone complains but no one knows what to do.”

…since I’ve been in the SHU, 21 months, I haven’t gone TO SLEEP!!!”

Calipatria State Prison (CAL) Ad-Seg  June 2016

We did a group appeal in Ad-Seg Calipatria “[in 2014]”

[would hear them] every 15 minutes at night by the time the C.O. walked around a whole building, 100 cells, top and bottom tiers”

Find more QUOTES from Central CA Women’s Facility death row & Pelican Bay SHU about checks (June 2014- March 2016)  http://wp.me/P1BB1k-2K5